I see someone that works really hard and doesn't get very much credit for themselves, not like they deserve. I feel like this person is overworked and they just need to eject, like almost an out of body experience or just to live in someone else's shoes. I feel the gun is not necessarily pointing to suicide, it's just the catalyst for a new way of life.
I like the concepts of your artwork, but you might want to work on blending your manipulations a bit better, to 'smooth the flow' of the work. Other than brushing up on blending, looks good.
Really cute creation.
I want another one !